The man awoke with a start from a dream half-remembered—a morning twilight of eerie noises and bitter cold, with
wolves snarling and snapping at his heels, and a desperate escape; from a dream half-forgotten—a river in flood,
rushing waters, cries for help, a fall, and a bang to his head. Yet, it had all seemed more than a dream.
He looked around, and saw by the light of a flickering log fire that he was in a small room. He was alone. He didn’t
know how many hours had passed since the wolves had attacked him, but through a crack in the curtains of a
window, he could see that there was darkness outside. He tried to call out, “Is there anyone there?” but no sound
came from his vocal cords.
I’ve lost my voice… or lost my mind, he thought. He tried again, with greater effort, and discovered that he could only
make a rasping sound. It’s no use. No one can hear me, even if there is someone there.
He lay on a wooden bed, a little hard perhaps, but comfortable and warm, and several blankets covered his body. He
wore strange dry clothes. On a table beside the bed, he discovered a cup of water and some bread. So there is
somebody here. After he had quenched his thirst, he stuffed the bread into his mouth, and washed it down with some
more water. His hunger was not sated, but he felt more contented and soon drifted off into sleep once more.
When morning came and he awoke for a second time, he heard the rattling of the door latch, and his heart leapt. He
sat bolt upright and inched his body back towards the wall. Wolves! A strange woman came into the room. He
estimated that she must have been in her early thirties. He didn’t think she was beautiful, but her striking features —
thin face, sharp nose, and long black straight hair, parted in the middle—gave her an air of elegance. Of course, it can’
t be wolves. I’m inside a house. The woman smiled, and his terror subsided.
“Who... who are you? And where am I?”
“My name is Helge.” The man relaxed at the sound of her soothing voice. “I’m so glad to see you’re alive. When you
were brought here, you were cold and delirious, and close to death. I gave you some dry clothes, put you in this warm
bed, and gave you a potion of healing herbs. I’ve watched over you for two days and nights.”
With a hoarse whisper, he asked, “Where am I? And who am I? Can you tell me, please?”
“This is my cottage, situated in Hanlin Forest in West Thorland, and you are Squire. You have returned to us as the
ancient prophecy foretold.”
“Squire?” He wrinkled his brow, trying to remember if he had heard the name before. “I don’t know this name. I am not
Squire, I am… I forget who I am.”
“You are Squire. The prophecy spoke of your arrival.”
“What prophecy? I have no memory of these things. How do I come to be called Squire?”
“You have forgotten? Of course you have forgotten. I can see the confusion in your eyes.” Helge spoke with
compassion, yet with a conviction. “You were the great leader of our people many centuries ago. You took the name
Squire as others have taken the title King or Emperor. But you are not like a king or an emperor. You are the shield-
bearer, and you serve your people rather than allow your people to serve you.”
Helge drew closer and looked deep into the man’s face as if she were searching for some clue in his face, some
feature that would confirm his identity.
Squire grabbed hold of the cloth of Helge’s cloak at the neck. “What do you mean? I am no Squire; I am neither a king
nor a servant. Why are you telling me these things? I am not the person you think I am.”
The woman did not resist, but spoke again calmly. “These things are true, as you will surely come to know.”
He relaxed his grip on her cloak. “I’m sorry,” he said. “You have been kind, and have looked after me. Thank you for
your hospitality, but I don’t believe any of this nonsense. If I am indeed this Squire, as you say, how come I have no
recollection of my former life here in... in Thorland? Why did this Squire abandon his people, so he now has to be
recalled just to satisfy some prophecy? I don’t buy it. Is this some kind of experiment, like rats in a laboratory? Not for
me. Now, if you’ll be so kind as to give me my own clothes, I’ll be on my way.” As he spoke, Squire stepped out of the
bed and made his way to the window.
After seeing the wintery scene outside, he turned abruptly with a bewildered look on his face. “Where am I?” he asked
again. “Am I a prisoner?”
“No, you are not a prisoner. You are free to leave whenever you like, but where will you go?” she asked. “See the
snowdrifts are piled high against the house. The door will not open for the weight of snow. You are a stranger to this
wouldn’t last more than ten minutes alone in the forest. Even I would not venture out in this.”
In the murky conditions, the only plants he could see peeping out from under the blanket of snow were some ferns
and a few herbaceous plants. A wolf howled in the distance.
Squire slumped back down on the edge of the bed. ‘Then what am I to do?”
“We believe that the time has now arrived for this prophecy to be fulfilled and that you, Squire, are the key to its
fulfilment. We didn’t know quite when to expect you, but the signs were that it should happen soon. There is much
trouble, and forces of evil are at work throughout Thorland. Spies of Gordeve are said to inhabit every town and village.”
His brow furrowed. “Who is Gordeve?”
“She is the wicked wizard, and sister to the good wizard Tobin.”
Squire sagged back onto his pillow. “Good wizards, bad wizards, female wizards? None of this makes any sense.”
“All will be revealed to you in time.”
“Is this a dream?” he asked. “I know, I’ve got it… you’re not really here. There is no forest, no wolves, no giant eagle,
no… you. Soon I will wake up and know that it’s all been a hallucination.”
She gave him a sympathetic smile. “You’re not dreaming,” she replied. “Dreams always come to an end. This will not
end until the prophecy is fulfilled. So you remember the eagle. Tell me more about the wolves and how you were
brought to my cottage.”
“I thought it was all a dream. I remember lying on my back with flakes of snow drifting down. The snowflakes made it
difficult to see, but I could just make out the silhouettes of tall, conical-shaped trees reaching high above me. I felt a
sharp object, maybe a stone or the root of a tree, pressing into the small of my back, and I felt very cold. A thick blanket
of snow covered the ground and most of my body.
“When I tried to stand up, snow fell from my clothing. I was only wearing a pair of jeans, a thin cotton jacket over my
shirt, and canvas shoes. I remember thinking how inadequate those clothes were for the harsh conditions. I was lost.
I didn’t know where I was, or how I had come to be there. I stumbled and fell. I was terrified. My teeth began to chatter,
though whether from cold or from fear I’m not sure.
“While I lay there motionless, I heard a voice. It said, ‘Squire, it’s me, Quexitoxeri. Soon the time will come for the
fulfilment of the prophecy. The skull shall be made whole once more, and you will rule again in the Land.’
A look of shock came over Helge’s face. “Did you say Quexitoxeri?”
“Yes, she addressed me as Squire, and talked of the prophecy. But I thought that was just part of the dream. Who is
“She is the living prophet of the Creator. The first Quexitoxeri, Sohan, was the daughter of Squire... your daughter.”
“What do you mean, ‘the first Quexitoxeri’? I don’t understand.”
“There have been many called by that name. The one who spoke with you waits in Kand-e-Har on the far side of the
“Waits for whom?”
“She waits for you, and she is also waiting for the skull. Did these words from Quexitoxeri not convince you that I tell
Seeing the perplexed look on his face, she gave him a small, empathetic smile. “I understand you are confused and
you don’t think you belong here, but we believe that you are Squire who lived once before in Thorland, and that now
you have returned to us. The ancient stories tell that Squire had a small scar above his top lip on the left side. Do you
have such a scar?”
Squire hesitated before replying. Why hadn’t she looked for this already? he thought. Then he felt the thick growth of
hair both on his chin and above his top lip. His face had remained unshaven for several days.
“Please fetch me water and a razor. I need to shave.”
Helge returned after a short time with a bowl of warm water, some soap and a razor. She had no doubt that this man
was Squire, but eagerly waited for confirmation.
“I’ll leave you to shave while I go to prepare you some hot food,” she said. “Then you can tell me the rest of your story.”
He stood in front of a full-length mirror and examined the unfamiliar features of his shaven face. A pair of blue eyes
stared back at him. Is this me? The scar over his top lip glistened in the sunlight. Despite this, his face looked round
and handsome. His hair was sandy coloured, quite short and almost balding in the middle. He must have lost some
weight over the last few days, but he appeared muscular and he stood erect. I must be in my mid-thirties. He noticed
that he wore a similar cloak to Helge’s, but the one she had given him was coloured grey.
While he studied his face and thought about the scar, a waft of hot spicy food reached his nostrils, and he realised
that he was very hungry.
Then he saw the woman standing behind him. He hadn’t heard her come back into the room. Although he was not
short, he noticed that she was slim and, for a woman, very tall, much taller than he was. She wore a simple light-
brown cloak with a rope tied around her waist.
“You are very tall,” he said.
“I am from Atmos.”
Squire resisted the temptation to probe further. “You were right about the scar,” he conceded, “but how could you have
“We are witnessing the beginning of the fulfilment of the prophecy.”
Is this the dream, and the other reality? he thought. “If this is a dream,” he said, “then I will eventually wake up.”
Is this reality, and the other the dream? “On the other hand, if this is real, then maybe... just maybe... it is my destiny to
do as you ask and help save the Land.”
“This is not a dream, and you must help your people.”
“My people? I am not from this place. These are not my people. This is not my problem.”
“You must eat now,” she said. Helge lowered a tray with a plate of steaming stew and vegetables, and placed it on a
table, inviting Squire to sit and eat.
After Squire had eaten, Helge said, “Can you continue with your story? What happened after you heard Quexitoxeri’s
“I waited a few minutes, and then I knew that I must get moving. I tried to stand again, but my muscles seized, and my
bones were chilled to the marrow by the paralysing cold. I grabbed hold of a branch from a small tree nearby, and
eased my way into an upright position. Despite the cold, I sweated profusely from the effort.
“The forest remained in darkness, but thin shafts of light penetrated the thick canopy of trees to reach me on the forest
floor, and I knew that twilight was giving way to day.
“When my eyes had become accustomed to the gloom, I became aware of something or somebody watching me. A
pair of green, luminescent eyes peered at me from behind a bush not far away.”
“A cougar,” Helge said, frowning so much that her thick black eyebrows almost met above her deep brown eyes.
“I felt a chill of fear pass through my body, but the eyes disappeared as quickly as they had appeared. I rubbed my
own eyes and looked once more, but this time I saw nothing. I thought it must have been an illusion, or another part of
the nightmare. I knew I had to get away from that place.
“I jumped up and down a few times to dust the snow from my garments and to try to get my legs working again. After a
while, I managed to force one foot in front of the other and began to walk. I could see coniferous trees stretching
endlessly in all directions. I didn't know which way to head.
“The ground sloped downwards a little towards the south, so I struck off in that direction, thinking that if I could find a
stream, then I might follow it and discover a way out of the forest. Maybe I would even find some people to help me.
The snow was thick underfoot which made progress slow, but I was thankful that it had stopped falling.
“I kept going downward, hoping to find a stream. I think a need for survival must have kicked in as I urged myself
forwards. Whenever I fell, which happened often, I forced myself to my feet again, and trudged on. I became oblivious
to my surroundings. It all felt like a dream until an ear-piercing howl brought me back to my senses.”
“Yes. Panic took over and I began to run. I heard the sounds of the wolves disturbing the undergrowth not far behind
me. I pushed myself to the limit in an effort to escape. My heart was racing. A feeling of dread consumed me when I
sensed the bloodthirsty animals almost snapping at my heels. I fell again. With the last ounce of my strength, I forced
myself back onto my feet.
“I staggered on a few more metres until I stumbled into a small clearing in the trees. I felt more vulnerable than ever. I
looked around for a place to hide. I backed towards the nearest big tree, and watched helplessly while the leading
wolf came charging towards me through the undergrowth. He was a tall beast with a long, slender body covered with
a sleek, grey coat and with long thin legs. Saliva drooled from his open mouth, displaying a vicious set of teeth and a
dark pink, slathering tongue.
“I thought I was done for. In desperation, I picked up a stone and threw it at the aggressor. The beast yelped and
backed away, but the pain seemed only to infuriate him further. He let out a deep fearsome howl, his ears pricked up
and he prepared for the kill. Cringing, I hid my face in my hands. My beard, encrusted with snow and ice, felt cold and
hard, and gave me no solace. I imagined myself being torn to shreds.
“But, amidst the fear and desperation, I heard another noise—the sound of wings beating—and felt the disturbance of
the air around me. This latest horror reduced me to a state of total submission. I peered between my fingers and was
bewildered when I saw a giant eagle swoop down and carry the wolf away in its talons. I heard the wolf’s screams as
the bird lifted the beast high into the air. A few moments later, the wolf wailed again. The eagle must have dropped
him. I imagine he must have fallen to his death. When the other wolves saw what had happened, they abandoned
their prey and loped away.
“I remained in this cowering position for several minutes. Then, realising that the first danger had passed, a
foreboding of other unknown perils gripped me. Once more, I began to run for my life. Once again, my heart began to
pump as I strained every sinew and every muscle to escape the danger. I kept running, downhill, down, down, and
down, picking up speed and losing control. Without warning, I tripped on a sharp rock. However, my body did not
strike hard ground or even the softness of new-fallen snow. Instead, I found myself falling through the air into an
“I thought I was going to die just like the wolf. My descent lasted only a few seconds, but it seemed like several
minutes. I had visions of darkness, silhouettes of trees, snow, and slathering wolves snapping at my heels. I kept
thinking, Where am I? What’s happening to me? I thought it was all a delusion. I saw more images in my mind of a
raging river, a screaming child, and a tree root. Whispers of a prophecy, a skull. I expected at any moment to wake up
from this nightmare, but I didn’t. By this time I was free-falling, and was waiting for my body to smash into the rocks
“Once again, my fortune changed as someone or something grabbed my clothing from above and arrested my fall.
Now I flew like a bird. At the same moment, I lost consciousness.”
“It was the eagle,” Helge said. “I have heard many stories of this giant eagle. It is also spoken of in the prophecy.”
After a few moments of silence, he asked, “What exactly does the prophecy say?”
“The ancient legends of our people foretold of your return to Thorland in the following verse:
In times to come when things are dire
A Saviour will come again to Thorland,
His name: Squire.
From eagle’s talons he will fall,
And by his hand—
With the help of woman tall,
Twins, archer, three others and a mule—
He will reunite golden teeth with golden skull
Seeking them out in parts of the land
Yet to be revealed.
And when this is done, all will be healed.
“The eagle carried away the wolf, and the eagle saved you and brought you here to my cottage. Do you not see now
that the words of the prophecy are true?”
“Why me?” he asked. “I don’t have any special powers. You say the ancient legends foretold that I should ‘return’. I
have no memory of ever being here before. I’m not from this place…Thorland.”
Squire studied the woman whose future she believed to be so intertwined with his own.
“And you are the tall woman?” he asked.
* * * * *
Squire remained at Helge’s cottage for several weeks until he had regained his strength. During that time, he began
to trust the woman and they had grown much closer. He could still not resolve the conflict of who he was or how he
had come to be there, but he gradually came to accept that there was no other way forward. Cooperating with Helge
seemed to be his only chance of finding a way out of Thorland and possibly back to his own world, wherever that
By that time, the snow had disappeared and signs of spring were apparent as the days grew longer, flowers began to
bloom and migratory birds returned to the forest. He enjoyed the rest, but remained perplexed about the past he could
not recall and apprehensive of the uncertain future than he faced.
The cottage was a simple timber structure, built in a clearing in the forest and surrounded by a strong wooden fence
to keep out the wolves and other predators. Within this compound Helge had planted potatoes, beans and other
vegetables. For meat, she relied on her hunting skills and in particular her prowess with the sling that she always
carried with her.
Every morning he walked around the perimeter of the compound to get some exercise.
One day he announced that he was going to explore beyond the compound.
“I advise you against that,” she said. ‘There are many dangers in the forest, not just wolves. Besides you will easily
lose your way and, if you leave the track, you might not be able to find it again.”
“I will not leave the track,” he said.
“There are other carnivores and dangerous animals, such as wild boars that have tusks as sharp as razors. Added to
which, we don’t know what creatures Gordeve might have set loose against you.”
“Gordeve? I don’t believe in Gordeve. I don’t believe in your prophecy. I sometimes wonder if I even believe in you.” As
he spoke, Squire raised his voice. “I can’t stay a prisoner within the fence of this compound forever. I will go and
explore... one of these days.”
“I am warning you one last time. Do not stray outside the fence.”
Despite these warnings, there came a day when he could no longer contain his curiosity to find out more about this
new world. On the lower branches of a pine just outside the gate, he spotted a splendid parrot with red and green
plumage. To get a closer look, he opened the compound gate and crept towards the bird. He had almost reached the
tree when the parrot flapped its wings, launched itself into the air, and flew to the branches of another tree further
along the trail that led eastwards into the forest.
He pursued the parrot, intending to walk for just a few minutes, but the bird eluded him. However, it was a beautiful,
sunny day and soon he had forgotten about the parrot and Helge’s words of caution. Having lost all sense of sound
judgement, he decided to go on a little further. Then he heard a distant rumbling sound that attracted his curiosity. As
he proceeded further, the noise grew louder, and he recognised the sound of rushing water.
Then the trees began to thin out, and the path he followed came to the top of a small grassy knoll. He stopped in awe
when, to the left of his vantage point, he saw cascading down the rocks an enormous waterfall that he estimated
must have dropped 120 metres from top to bottom. What a beautiful view.
Squire sat down on a small rock to rest. He filled his lungs with the fresh, moist air and felt invigorated.
Above the falls and to the right, a rainbow of myriad colours refracted the sun’s light. At the bottom, a foam of
cascading water obscured the rock face behind. Opposite to his vantage point, he could see a ledge that overhung
precipitously above the swirling waters. As the river continued its journey towards the sea, torrents of water rushed
between rocks of all shapes and sizes. Further downstream from these rapids, where the waters appeared calmer,
he could see trout playing near the surface. Even further away, he saw what appeared to be a wild boar wallowing in
Squire sat enjoying these scenes for some minutes before he became aware again of a pair of luminous green eyes
observing him from behind a nearby rock.
He trembled as he called out, “Who’s there?”
Once again, the eyes disappeared, and he never saw them again that day.
In view of this unpleasant experience and the lateness of the hour, he decided that the time had come for him to
retrace his steps to Helge’s cottage. By now, he had been away for almost three hours, and he knew that she would
be worried about him. He set off with mixed emotions of contentment and nervousness.
He had covered about half the distance when he heard again the sickening sound of howling wolves. Since they
seemed far away, he didn’t panic like the first time. Nevertheless, he began to quicken his pace. However, when he
heard a disturbance in the vegetation a short distance away to his right, he sensed they were coming closer. He
glanced over his shoulder, anticipating an attack from behind, but the trail appeared empty. When he turned a corner,
he half expected to see a wolf on the path in front of him, baring its teeth and snarling. There was nothing there.
He was about to sigh with relief when he heard a loud grunting sound and a wild boar came crashing through the
undergrowth, its tusks down as it charged towards him. It had a dark grey coat with a ridge of hair along its spine and
a large head with a long, narrow snout.
Memories of that dreadful morning several weeks earlier came flooding back to him. Once again, fear consumed him
and he stood petrified. Those tusks are short and sharp like a dagger. They look like they could pass straight through
my belly and out of my back. He shut his eyes and waited. After a few seconds, he heard a thud, the animal
bellowed, and then silence followed. He opened his eyes a slit and saw the animal collapsed motionless in a heap
on the path. The next moment Helge appeared from her hiding place in the nearby trees. In her right hand, she held
her sling, fresh from doing its deadly work.
Squire relaxed. “Am I glad to see you,” he said.
“I’ve been following you all day,” she confessed. “I was worried that you may have fallen prey to some danger. I hope
that you now realise that there are many perils, not only in this forest, but also throughout this land. I beg you to never
wander off on your own again.” After a pause she continued, “Those are the Veil Falls. They are the most spectacular
falls on the lower reaches of the Moon River. Opposite the place where you sat watching the waterfall, there’s a ledge.
It’s the same ledge you fell from after your encounter with the wolves on that first morning. That’s where the eagle
caught you in its talons as you fell, and brought you to me.”
“This afternoon I was reminded of another unpleasant incident from that first morning. While I sat near the waterfall, I
noticed a pair of green luminous eyes staring at me again. I only saw them for a moment, but do you remember I told
you I saw them before on the first morning when I was very confused and frightened. I thought it might have been an
illusion, but now I’m sure it was real.”
“The cougar!” she hissed. “This is very disturbing news. Gordeve’s hand is already stretching out and working its evil
in my forest. We can wait no longer. It’s time for us to leave.”
“I agree,” he said. “Perhaps then I will find out who I am and where I come from. So, where will we go?”
“First we must travel north to Wellborough,” she replied. “Then we will turn east and journey to Tobin’s castle. There
we will be introduced to the golden skull, and receive the instructions for our quest.”
“And some answers to my questions, I hope.”
One week later, after they had packed provisions and made all necessary preparations for their journey, the two
companions set forth on their quest. On a bright spring morning Helge locked up her cottage, secured the gate to the
compound, and they set off on the road towards the north, and to unknown and unexpected adventures ahead.